**Warning: may include somewhat strong language.**
Starting out with the first post on a blog has me questioning, “Where do I even begin?” I have decided on basically a vague introduction into who I am because how else is anyone going to figure out where all of these anxieties and mentally fucked up problems come from?
I am a 22 year old female. I have been through it all from mentally, emotionally, and physically abusive relationships. I am bisexual. I have done many drugs and beat addictions to the strongest of them. Basically I have experienced more in my life at 22 than many people I know who are 40+ years old.
My anxiety has always been here, but it has never been as bad as it is now. I am attempting to figure out why, and writing is one of the biggest escapes I have towards this. Standing where I am today compared to where I have been has me at a stand-still when it comes to understanding exactly why my anxiety is this bad. I honestly don’t think that my life could get any better, but my mental state on the other hand is in an absolute different world.
I love giving advice, I love hearing what is going on in others lives. At the same time, I feel that by expressing what I have been through could potentially help someone else. I never had anyone to take my hand and let me know that eventually it was going to be okay; so here I am with my hands reached out offering to help, regardless of your situation..